I've always look myself as someone who prefers to live in a happy-go-lucky life.i dont really want to decide how my future is going to be like at this moment of time cos i want to have fun right now.looking myself back a year and a half...i've been stupid enough to take my life away by taking care of someone seriously.i know i shouldnt make the quick move.i know i was being too desperate.i know love is not like that.but somehow i learn here and there about love n care for someone.i started to grow real feelings for my ex.and i started giving her love and the care for the sake of it.
as we all know,there is a big difference in "I Love You" and "I'm In Love With You"
so prolly,i loved her.not in love with her.i wont deny she keep on liking guys for whatever reason.she can easily receive a candy speech and fall for a guy.i hope she knows that she's easy.and i just hope she wont fall into a guy who just cheat her feelings.but its just too late.we cant go back im sorry,i cant be perfect.
